So the doctor thinks that I might have MS! And to be truthful I think she may be right. I have the majority of symptoms for MS. I am scheduling an EMG on Monday to see if the dr. is correct. I am praying that I can get in sooner than later because the waiting is going to make me go bonkers. I am not looking forward to this test, because it can be uncomfortable and even painful, however it's what needs to be done. If I do in fact have MS then I will tackle it head on and do everything in my power to lessen the effects it has on me or even stop it if possible. I will continue to live my life to the fullest and the stupid illness will not bring me down. I value and cherish the people and things I have in my life this will just make me even more appreciative than I already am. I have a good support system already in place and will continue to make that even stronger. I know I will have my good days and bad, however at the end of each day I know I'll be okay.

I am happy to be me. I may not be perfect, but I am honest, loving, and happy. I don't try to be what I am not and I don't try to impress anyone. I am ME!

I very rarely have nightmares, but the one I had early this morning was so fresking horrible. I have no idea where it came from and desprately want to forget it!

Sometimes the girl, who's always been there for everyone else, needs someone to be there for her....

I should have just said yes...

I'm not going to fight for your attention, because if you truly like or love me I shouldn't have to!!

The best love is the one that makes you a better person, without changing you into someone other then yourself...

I know what I want.....