I think I need to find new friends...I have kids...they don't...I have to be responsible....they have to but not as much...I have to get a decent nights sleep...they can stay up and party all night long...I have bills to pay...they only have to worry about themselves...if I get drunk one night I still have to get up in the morning be responsible....they can sleep in and go back out again...

I hate being pulled both ways...most days I'm fine with it, but some days I feel like I'm being completely ignored. I'm sure I'm just being moody, but it hurts regardless.