Beautiful and Sad

This video moves me on so many levels. Not only is Ryan Wooward's art beautiful, but the song is captured so well by it. I am at a point in my life that I can completely relate to this video and it brings me to tears every time I watch it. I think that one of my biggest fears is that I will give myself wholeheartedly to someone only to have them break my heart again. My heart has already been broken and I think I have picked up all the pieces and put it back together as best as possible. Because of this love makes me very wary and yet I cannot help myself when it comes to loving someone. I guess that is the curse of being a hopeless romantic. I live with it, I deal with it and I hope.

Random and Rambling Thoughts

I am not smart enough...I am not pretty enough...I am to pretty...I am not witty enough...I am to witty...I have kids...I am to smart...I care to damn much...I love to easily...I am the best thing that will ever happen to you.

You are to old...you are not old enough...you are to stupid...you care to little...you are egotistical...you think the world should bow to you.