Say Something

Say something, I'm giving up on you 

I'll be the one, if you want me to Anywhere, I would've followed you

Say something, I'm giving up on you  And I am feeling so small It was over my head I know nothing at all 

And I will stumble and fall I'm still learning to love 

Just starting to crawl 

Say something, I'm giving up on you 

I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you Anywhere, I would've followed you 

Say something, I'm giving up on you 

And I will swallow my pride 

You're the one that I love 

And I'm saying goodbye 

Say something, I'm giving up on you 

And I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you And anywhere, I would have followed you Say something, I'm giving up on you 

Say something, I'm giving up on you 

Say something 

I can finally wear heels again!!!

Curiosity killed my innocence. Over thinking killed my happiness. Insecurities killed my self-esteem. Lies killed my trust. Stereotypes killed my individuality.

Ugh I'm so pissed a friend commented on my wall post about MS telling me first "you don't have to live  with it" and then "do you believe it?" I'm all for positive thinking, but this is something that effects my life on a daily basis. Sure I would love to believe I can wear heels and dance the night away, but the reality of the situation is that for the moment I am unable too. Do NOT tell me that I don't have to live with it! Once you have even just for a day walked in my shoes then we'll talk. Until then keep your mouth shut.

Do you still read my blog? I don't post, because I have nothing to say. I am trying to survive and taking it day by day. Almost a year since I have moved back up north. I am happier than ever to spend every day with my kids, but aside from that I'm not sure how I'm doing. I have had more downs than ups it seems like. A hug would be nice on occasion. I miss my best friends badly and want to get on these MS meds, bc flair ups SUCK! Okay I'm done lamenting.