I am so very tired of it all. No, I will not do anything stupid I am just tired, sad and overwhelmed. I am tired of caring about other people, but as much as I would LOVE to wake up in the morning and not have feelings for most people that isn't going to happen. So, I will continue on and try to care a little less each day and hopefully one day the ache will go away. If not it will only make me stronger and I do have to say everything that has happened has provided me some good lessons on people and life. :-)